So I mentioned the eye surgery in the last post, but I haven’t blogged about my LASIK plans specifically yet. I’ve been talking about doing it forever, always saying “someday” I was going to do that. The thought of someday being able to get up in the middle of the night and be able to see clearly has always been nice (a.k.a., when I have small children, for instance.)
So thanks to Mike saying “just do it now”, in December we decided I would pursue this after the new year. We have a friend here who just had it done this fall, and I was just going to take his recommendation because he had a very good experience with the doctor.
Well, I called early January and got scheduled for a consultation, it was a little over a week away. No contacts for a week leading up to the consultation. I had my consultation, it went well, and I got scheduled for the surgery for the next week. I liked everyone at the office, and the doctor was perfectly fine. No complaints.
Well, last tuesday they called and said the doctor was having a family emergency and had to move my surgery to this coming friday. Kind of a bummer since we moved the spa day to accommodate the surgery, but oh well. I understood, and I wasn’t really upset.
They called again today and cancelled it. Not really a lot of explanation, just that the doctor is dealing with a family emergency for at least the rest of the month, and they will call me when they know about February.
I’m so frustrated! While of course being concerned for the doctor and feeling sympathetic for what ever is going on, I’m still just really frustrated. There’s a lot of anxiety about having your eye cut open, so that’s one reason I’m ready to get this over with. Plus, I just want to be done! I was ready last week. And now I can’t do it this week, and I can’t do it next week because I am absolutely not moving our spa weekend again, just for them to potentially cancel on me.
I’m really just at a complete loss. I can either just wait until this doctor is doing surgeries again — could potentially be very soon, but I don’t know yet. (They only do them on Fridays.) Or I could switch doctors and wait to get in for a consultation, do the two hour consultation all over again (for which Mike also has to miss work,) then wait for a surgery date. This may not get me done any sooner. AND I have no idea where to go. I don’t really want to go to a Lasik-only place… I really want to go to an ophthalmologist, because I need a regular one anyway and I’d like to continue to see the doctor after the surgery for my regular exams.
I’m trying to keep my frustrations in perspective. But my inability to wear glasses long term is the whole reason I’m getting this done. I’ve had a headache pretty much constantly for three weeks, AND I absolutely cannot make it through yoga class without wanting to cry. So I haven’t been going, and that makes me feel pretty crappy. I cannot have contacts in within two weeks of surgery. And I don’t know when surgery is, so…
Plus, no mascara, no allergy eye drops, and I’m erring on the side of caution on a lot of things. I was even afraid to make an acupuncture appointment within days of my surgery, just incase.
I went ahead and scheduled an acupuncture appointment for tomorrow. Needless to say I’m experiencing a little stress and could use some release.
So I’m hoping for February 12. Which is two and a half weeks away. I have called a couple other places, but just don’t see how I can get in any sooner than what I’m likely to get at the current place. But I haven’t ruled it out. At this point, really all I can do is wallow in my bad luck and just wait.
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